To: Hou Kwang

by the time you read this, I bet your feeling for me is completely gone.

but I would like you to know that, I'm here still waiting for you.

People are telling me to let go, to abandon you. But no, I won't ! You're my sweetpie / fatboy / baby / turtlettt.

Nothing will change what I felt for you. It's gonna be quarter into my life and I'm clear that I wanna spend the next 3/4 quarter with you.

I dunno what change your mind about us.

I always thought we were stable and we both love each other deep and having sparks everyday to maintain wasn't necessary. I'm wrong. Adults do need sparks everyday too. In our hearts.

I am missing you dearly, but I'm standing on my feet staying strong. I've sort out my mind, negatives and positives.

I've changed.

You should knew it through the night of communicating.

One day, I wished you will sort out yours as well and listen to your own hearts and be brave to love again.

I'm waiting, waiting for the day, you came to me and fetch me HOME.

If you still loves me. We will build our own family too!


Loves,

S

9/8/2011

happy monthsary!