Monday, June 18, 2012

God, show mercy.

tell me how to FUCKIN FORGET him and to FUCKIN MOVE ON!!

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

don't you remember, the reason you loved me before.







need a break.

i'm breaking down.

someone please save me.

please take me away to somewhere far, a place far away that no one know me.

my feelings is ripping me apart.

I need a hug from you baby. Even a friend's bear hug will ease all my agony.

Friday, March 30, 2012

hey turtlettt!

hello baby,

I've been missing you, having my fingers crossed at every corners I make a turn. Hoping to bump into you.

I know we have drifted far apart even though we're friends.

I'm just afraid I couldn't walk out of the circle that hold us together in the past.

Sometimes, the nightmare came back and hunt me, I would wake up imagined you'll just right beside.

You wasn't.

I guessed life for you is pretty good now, but it wasn't for me. I'm trapped.

Why won't you tell me, why do you need to abandon me?

oh baby, please. . .

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

let go now.

I wanna cry now because words can't say it all.

what have I done to myself again, again and again.

why do I see him in every part of you, it's scared me a lot.

god, you can't give me a man who have split into 2 different souls.

they come back as one, in the end.

leap year.

They called this, Same script different cast.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

hk, remember this!

You, you never know how bad the feeling inside me is eating me up.

you never know how far i would go to stop loving you.

you never know how happy I were when you say I'm the one you're gonna married.

you never know how i dream about our future home, thinking we'll gonna make it there.

you never know how lousy of a man you are,




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You never know the expression on your face when you ask me to leave.

and I'll never forget that dreadful day.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

I died.

I have died everyday, waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid, I have loved you

For a thousand year, I love you for a thousand

more . . .

Friday, January 6, 2012

you're 2011.

it's a new year, a new start!!