- This is words, for you.

I know you are hurting badly deep inside,
The agony in your eyes and the sorrowful words you used.

Twenty months together, I have never know what's on your mind,
all I knew was your bad habits and some tricks.

Everyone thought i understand you so well. No, they're wrong.

You've never shared with me your thoughts or problems,
neither was I allow to ask. I'll get your nasty replies instead.

Many times, I feel hurt as thou the world came crashing down.
I felt so little being in your house, being despite.

I never give up, because I believed in you, love you.

Most of the time, I feel like I was only your shadow. Moment of joy don't last.
But moments with you last more than a lifetime. It's true!

I went through all the ups and downs with you, It makes me stronger and more positive!
Thou many times, I really wanna give up on us because it's so hard to break your ice.
I didn't. I'll take days to go into deep thoughts and stand up strong again.

I never give up, because I believed in you, love you.

Your repel is so strong, not matter how hard I've tried i got bounce back.

I admit i went into the frozen zone.
I went into a doubts and negatives clearing mindset. It was so hard so hard for me to forget about all the nightmares and negatives issues that mingled in my mind every fucking single day. I was on the verge of breaking down but I have no one to talk to,
You used to be my best friend, my lover, my partner yet everything changed.

That night, I dreamt of the happy moments when we first met. I woke up in the middle of the night with a lighter heart as thou everything bad was gone. I finally felt happy again!

I was happy, overjoyed. All ready to love you unconditionally again. But the "again" never have a chance to prove.

You dumped me.