Sunday, November 27, 2011

A magical feeling.

A special feeling, I called it magical.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Saturday, November 19, 2011

amazingly pretty.

Do your flirting somewhere else.

Leave my comfort zone alone, Period.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Because you dont know.

I brought you everywhere to meet my friends,

because I want you to know, I'm proud to have you.

I bought you many pretty clothes,

because, isn't that how the wife does for the husband.

I picked on whatever food you love to eat,

because if you were to fall sick, I rather die for you.

I forgo my ego and dignity, swallow my pride,

because for you, I'm willing to go through all the hardship.

I never want to see you unhappy, I thought you want the same for me.

I know it's all bullshit to you, because as a lover you failed to see through my eyes.

My love for you is ending soon. You have to fly, fly to another sky.

Thursday, November 10, 2011

beyond the clouds.

The world is spinning so fast, I can no longer catch my breathe.

I need to take a break but I have no time to spare.


Dear god, would you slow down the earth so I can sleep longer tonight.

sleep longer and the clock won't tick. But when I wake up I'll lose the memory

of December 2009.


Dear god, you gave me hope and lead me on.

oh, but hey! on the wrong track. It was a cliff and I came rolling down.

You can never imagine my pain and my sorrow. really.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

for you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKWgCzhRbjI&feature=related

still loving you like every yesterday.

stay close don't go.

How hard are you trying to forget about me,

I'm trying very hard to forget about you.

If we both are trying very hard to forget about us,

We are actually very much in love and forcing ourselves to be apart.


Well, if you have forgotten about me,

I'm trying very hard to forget about you.

You've probably never really loved me before.



God, you gave me the man but i wasn't his missing rib.

Saturday, November 5, 2011

hopelessly.

I guessed after the upcoming trip, I have to draw a line.

I keep praying to God to let me have you back in my arm,

I tried to keep myself so busy everyday to think lesser of you,

I keep reminding myself of what I've been through to feel the pain,

No matter how much I did, I still see you running in circle in my mind.

I wanna let go so badly when my heart still have picture of you.

God, tell me what should I do to end this suffering.