不属于我的， 你。

你的身上有他的味道，
你的身上有他的调皮捣蛋，
你的脸上有他的笑容，
你的眼睛里有他的眼神。

你有他没有的好脾气，
你有他没有的安全感，
你有他没有的善之心。

等等，

我又错了吗？
不是我的你知道有你在的时候， 我的世界笑了。

God, show mercy.

tell me how to FUCKIN FORGET him and to FUCKIN MOVE ON!!

need you now.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1OfsZyYPLoI

don't you remember, the reason you loved me before.

need a break.

i'm breaking down.

someone please save me.

please take me away to somewhere far, a place far away that no one know me.

my feelings is ripping me apart.

I need a hug from you baby. Even a friend's bear hug will ease all my agony.

hey turtlettt!

hello baby,

I've been missing you, having my fingers crossed at every corners I make a turn. Hoping to bump into you.

I know we have drifted far apart even though we're friends.

I'm just afraid I couldn't walk out of the circle that hold us together in the past.

Sometimes, the nightmare came back and hunt me, I would wake up imagined you'll just right beside.

You wasn't.

I guessed life for you is pretty good now, but it wasn't for me. I'm trapped.

Why won't you tell me, why do you need to abandon me?

oh baby, please. . .

let go now.

I wanna cry now because words can't say it all.

what have I done to myself again, again and again.

why do I see him in every part of you, it's scared me a lot.

god, you can't give me a man who have split into 2 different souls.

they come back as one, in the end.

leap year.

They called this, Same script different cast.

i'm sorry.

I can't love you.

hk, remember this!

You, you never know how bad the feeling inside me is eating me up.

you never know how far i would go to stop loving you.

you never know how happy I were when you say I'm the one you're gonna married.

you never know how i dream about our future home, thinking we'll gonna make it there.

you never know how lousy of a man you are,




. . . .


. . . . .


. . . . . .


You never know the expression on your face when you ask me to leave.

and I'll never forget that dreadful day.

I died.

I have died everyday, waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid, I have loved you

For a thousand year, I love you for a thousand

more . . .

you're 2011.

it's a new year, a new start!!

You!

We're meant to be lover.

Sorry, I cant be one of your friend.

If you ever came across here, then, take your leave.

Far away and outta my life.

As everyday, I live in pain and denied.

You can stop all this by just disappear from me.

Thanks.

baby.

I love you more every single day and it's getting more and more painful each day.

A magical feeling.

A special feeling, I called it magical.

=)

Forgive and Forget, for a simple reason. Love

disappointment or disgusting?

amazingly pretty.

Do your flirting somewhere else.

Leave my comfort zone alone, Period.

Because you dont know.

I brought you everywhere to meet my friends,

because I want you to know, I'm proud to have you.

I bought you many pretty clothes,

because, isn't that how the wife does for the husband.

I picked on whatever food you love to eat,

because if you were to fall sick, I rather die for you.

I forgo my ego and dignity, swallow my pride,

because for you, I'm willing to go through all the hardship.

I never want to see you unhappy, I thought you want the same for me.

I know it's all bullshit to you, because as a lover you failed to see through my eyes.

My love for you is ending soon. You have to fly, fly to another sky.

beyond the clouds.

The world is spinning so fast, I can no longer catch my breathe.

I need to take a break but I have no time to spare.


Dear god, would you slow down the earth so I can sleep longer tonight.

sleep longer and the clock won't tick. But when I wake up I'll lose the memory

of December 2009.


Dear god, you gave me hope and lead me on.

oh, but hey! on the wrong track. It was a cliff and I came rolling down.

You can never imagine my pain and my sorrow. really.